sick

This the second time i am sick this month. It kinda feels horrible right now. I am like damn sluggish and my respond is damn slow or sometimes no reaction. But i feel like going to PH. ):

Doctor supposedy gave me the strongest dose of dhasedyl. Can’t eat that much but i guess it can stop my non-stop-action-pack- coughing soon.

i think

i shall not start with it. URG!!!!!!!!!!! frustrated.

no no, i won’t like ***. i believe i won’t like ***. 

 

FOCUS.

G for

Good?

double it – GG

Good game?

NO! it’s gossips.

Amongst friends, in the club, everywhere like in the net – forums.

All of y’all won’t understand? Try hard please. You won’t like it too if you people are me.

Then again. Nothing much. As long as people with mouth, they can say whatever they want to and it’s not really against the law. I can’t do anything, so i guess i’ll just have to let the rumors mill.

Actually i do understand that sometimes it’s just making fun of and pure entertainment to them, but things do get overboard. I only can withstand a certain minute and once things get beyond the time. Don’t blame me for being petty. Don’t make life difficult for me. damn. YOU PEOPLE NEED TO READ THIS.

If smoking and drinking are bad, habitual talking is just as bad.

faux lashes

you like?
why waste the trouble to mascara or put on fake lash, while drawing is faster.

touching

 
A post for me. Hardly seen one of these nowadays. especially for me. *beams*
makes me wonder, how many people do actually appreciate people or the things around them?

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): Baby K

Look what you’ve done to me! Heart of of misery and guilt. You know? You are the best boy, my best boy. It’s really pity things ended back then. But honey, will be happy for me please? That’s the least you could do for me – simple deed.

Here’s the truth: Nothing ever hurts me more to see you hurt like this. Big piece of guilt come slapping in everytime you gave me that look. The thing is… … i’ve moved on long ago. I needed liberation then. However i realised i miss you all these time and still i do. I miss all those bird chirpping happiness. But i moved on. I grew up. I am older now. Time to take a walk. See you soon, love.

pretend

if you pretend long enough,

can you, in the end,

make yourselves believe it’s real?

NO? don’t !

stop talking like me,

repeating everything i say,

following me.

every lil incidents that happened to me, coincidentally happened to you too?

will you stop?

you’re pretty, like me.

but i’m less, you’re more than pretty.

you’re pretty pretentious.

brb

Taking a hiatus. Stay tuned.

I am so excited. Finally leaving boredom. Out to have some fun. Sure sounds good to me. Bye earthy peeps

candles

Awfully the 9am became 7pm already. Popped the all the eclipse mints. Emptied the whole carton of milk. Sprayed the whole can of air freshener. And what’s left? Nothing.

My nail polish is bright blood red. Yet it doesn’t look like it’s bloody red enough when painted. It’s so deceiving. And for that, nothing much i can do. It’s the same as cutting my hair. I sorta have this in mind – he was the one that led me to kept my hair long. In the end, when i cut it. I fucking regret. Because i realised that i actually love my hair and it’s not for him. How silly. And it’s too late, nothing much i can do, it’s gone now and i feel damn remourseful.

I burnt a few candles. I see nothing, nothing much like what the little match girl saw. I was determine, and yet, nothing still. The hot wax dripped on my fingers and nails. It was painful, but not that at all. There’s no more candle in the box.

so, i am going to do my new microdermal piercing. It looks painful, i’ve heard it’s quite painful. but my hair is gone, need to compensate the loss of beauty, the loss of loss. I am going for a swim soon, bye earthlings.